>Wednesday, 31 October 2007<
sianz. sudden thought of something then want to comment.
everyone say how good how good singapore is.
but think again.
we do not have freedom. do we?
the sg culture or wadever u call that, have instil in us the thinking that we must succeed in our life by all means.
everyone wants to succeed, everyone is working for survival.
everyone do wad is the "right route" to success.
ask me or ask anyone one in the college.
why are u here?
they will tell you "i want to get into uni"
why do you want to get into uni?
they will tell you "it give me cert that ensure survival in the outside world"
everyone want to succeed and sometimes at the expense of their interest.
unfortunately same for me.
i badly wanted to go for designing course
but due to the survival instinct many had, incliding me,
i am pursuaded by many to drop that idea
and go for courses that can secure me a job in the future.
i am very reluctant to let go of my dream but at the same times,
i am afraid that i will be unable to survive in the outside world in the future.
which route should i take so that i will not regret in the future.
should i choose the survival route or the interest route.
or maybe its just too early to say.
maybe end up A level results, i do not have a choice of both route.
but end up in a route with dead end.
one life, live it.
but HOW?!
enlighten me!
missing you...
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
