>Wednesday, 13 February 2008<
ohman.. let me explain my reason for noy blogging for so long..
i always have a lot to bloga bout. however whenever i go through the proceedure of waiting for the page to load, keying in user, password.. blah blah blah..
i lost the mood to blog.. and i close the window again...
believe me or not, i am coutning down to the no. of the days i gona be stuck in this job. not that i hate this job. but then.. seriously, being jobless is more fun, although, there is this insecure feeling coz money is flowing out and not entering, however, its better than feeling tired, sianz.. or wadever.
ofcoz i am not someone who is easily defeated, and give up, will persist all the way till end of june! i don't want to give others a chance to say... youngster nowadays ar.. cannot chi ku.. so i will persist.. chiong ar....
i got ZERO temps out at the moment. oh no.. oh no.. how how how... sianz diao today.. for something that happen at work.. ppl are giving me ALL kinds of reason not to start work..
2 more days to go on till weekends.. persist yeeling!
4 more months till the end of contract.. persist yeeling!
few more weeks from the realise of a level result.. damn it!
but anyway, i am not scared of it, more to worried.. not worried for the results, but worried for my future.. where should i proceed next if i didnt perform well. if i really get bad results.. so be it, i THINK i wun cry la. maybe just sian diao only.. and feel lost..
come on! its not the end of the world.. lol..
i am just going to crap alot today.. today BIGBIG boss, receive a bigbig flower from dunno hu, i also dunno la.. flower being send to the office.. so cool la.. so like tv show.. i thought this thing will only be seen in tv.. muahahaha.. sudden make me think of something... the worst thing that could happen in a office during vdae is that.. the boss receive flowers, and felt so happy.. then the next moment, another flower is send in, more zhuang guan, more more more big de flower send to another small small worker.. muahahaha.. can try imagine the scene.. how the face of the boss will changed.. may even consider to fire the worker.. muahahaha.. i am just nothing better to do.. go think of all this thing. so drama.. haha..
missing you...
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
