>Wednesday, 18 June 2008<
i thought i have got over this...
It was a aim since JC, a goal i had. to get into SMU Business...
i fought my way through, got my ABB.
i chose SMU Business, hoping that i can get in.
I went through the interview.
but no news from them.
NUS Science came. i choose it.
disappointed. i convince myself NUS Science would be a better choice for me
i really convinced myself.
i finally accpted myself as a NUS student.
when i thought all is settled. came SMU called.
congraduation, you are selected into SMU Business..
i am lost.. i was convinced by myself that NUS would be a perfect choice for me.
and now came another.
i know my mum badly wanted me to go SMU. i also wanted to get to SMU. i thought through. i chose SMU.
Came my mum sms. told me she knew she shouldnt have stress so much of wanting me to get into SMU. and chose SMU due to parental pressure. so i thought through..
i through very carefully. asked around for opinion. i came to a conclusion on NUS..
i really made up my mnd..
Few days later which is todya.. i thought again.. will i regret?
WIll i? The only reason for me rejecting Science is that i dun want the future i can get through science. The reason i will reject SMU, i am afraid that i cannot pass, coz its competitive and BUsiness seems hard.
but should i reject a course just because i am afriad. that seems so coward.
that seems to be avoiding more than facing it.
but i am stil afraid..
NUS Science VS SMU Business
What should i do.
Can you advice me.
Please..
missing you...
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
